Mommyđ….youâve not been out of bed for weeks now nor hardly eaten anything. It’s been months now Mommy….You’re awake now for only a few hours a day. You don’t even rock out anymore either!!
Oh Baby Girl Trikie LuvđMommy just wants to be with you so badly…so badly…Thinking of ways to be with you…
Mmmoooommmyyyy, I know the legal paperwork has already been started for your name change that means âHeroesâ in German. And youâre not behaving like a Hero right now Mommy…
Well TrikieLuvđ…
Awww just wait a minute Mommyđ….Well can  be a pretty deep word…I know you found not 1 but 2 potential Service Dog Candidates. Puppies Mommy! Doberman Puppies from a responsible breeder!
Baby Girl đ, Daddy & I donât have the resources right now TrikieLuvđ…. Maybe in 6 or so months another candidate or 2 will be available and then we can do it….
MommyđLetâs go back to that Well word again…Time for a possible difficult Q&AÂ session Mommyđ…
-What causes you to NOT have the resources yet to get that brand new puppy that will serve your needs and you its?
-Are you giving your time, $, & energy away to things, people, activities & especially feelings that just take away from you verses giving to you? You spoiled me rotten & I knew & lived & loved it. Mommy you gotta put your feet down and make a stand….Be Our Helden Mommyđ….Mommy please stop telling yourself “You Can’t”.
Daddy & I sure missed you on what would have been your 9th birthday TrikieLuvđ…
I miss you & Daddy too Mommyđ. You know, in my job as angel to new tripawds, sometimes I have to be tender & sometimes real Marine Drill Sgt style tough & sometimes a combination of both.  I have been so so busy & if somebody has seen/felt me please let my Mommyđknow…
MommyđI am always with you & love you & watching over you…Mommyđ, You still have lots & lots of Heroes stuff to do…..DO ITâď¸
It’s okay to start small….remember how you were helping me roll to my one front leg side & help me stand even before my little eyes were even open? First I used to just slither along on my chest with my back legs pushing me foward; then I wobbled & hopped around and fell down alot; Then one day I was running! I could swim very well too! I could jump! Baby steps Mommy…
And didn’t I tell you that I would be a tough act to follow?
Youâve Not Been Out Of Bed For Some Weeks Now…I Know My Darling. It Just Seems So Pointless Without You…
Remember Our Mirror Mirror Promise Mommy (See previous posts)…You Have To Get Out Of Bed  Mommy…You Have To Eat Mommy…You Have To Talk Mommy…Gggrrrr…You Are Really Spoiling Heaven For Me As I Am So Worried About You & Daddy. Mommy…Hey, When I Got Here I Was Offered The Option Of 4 Legs! Imagine That! What The Heck Am I Going To Do With Another Leg? I Was Born PERFECT With 3 Already! Anyway I Thought Youâd Find That As Funny As I Did…That Is Funny Baby Girl…
Mommy!! I Got Offered A Job!! In Heaven!! Because I Was Born Tripawd & Cause Of You&Me & Our Journey Together & The Fortitude & Courage We Developed Together..Cause We Are Helden…I Got Offered A VERY SPECIAL POSTING!!!!!!! Oh Mommy I Really Want To Do It!!!!  I Get To Visit Every Dog & Cat Thatâs About To Become A  Tripawd To Help Comfort Them & Help Guide Them.  Maybe Their Humans Will Sense/See Me; Maybe The Humans Wonât But All The New Tripawd Cat & Dogs Will See Us Very Special Helpers!  All Us Animals Born/Made Tripawd  Get Offered This Very Special Posting & I Am A Natural For This, Being A Trailblazer And All, A Protecter Of The Sick, Weak & Innocent & Potentially Strong! But You Gotta Throw Away The Glitter Chalk Mommy (see previous posts) & Buck Up…I Promise To Stop In Whenever I Can To Try To Help You Mommy…But You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do To Help Yourself Cause I Am Gonna Be Real Busy With My New Job…Mommy, Was Not That The Very Poignant Point Of Our Time Together…To Realize How Lucky We Were To Have Found Each Other, To GROW, & To Spend Over 8 Years Together…I Love You Mommy đ…I Love You Too Baby  Girl TrikieLuvđ… Baby Girl, You Go Do Your New Posting! Youâre Going To Be Awesome! Just Like You Always Were & Continue To Be! Mommy Will Always Be Here In Your Cheering Section Rooting For You!đ The New Tripawds Need You…RIDE ON TrikieLuvđ
Mommy Will Stand & Survive & RIDE On Cause We Are:
Itâs Only Been 480 Hours Since You Crossed The Rainbow đ Bridge & Got Your Angel Wings…
Iâm Feeling So Tripawd Myself Without You Here TrikieLuv…
No Gifts. No Presents & No (Dog) Presence. No Stockings. No Singing. No Carols. No Candles. No Holly. No Mistletoe. No Kisses/Licks. Â No Wreaths. No Watching Our Favorite Holiday Movie âA Christmas Storyâ. No Cards. No Letters. No Candy. No Cookies. No Christmas Eve Pizza. No Holiday Food. No Friends. No Family. No Gatherings. No Tree. No Decorations. No Lights. No Verbalizing/Talking. No Hugs. No Helicopter Tail. Â No Physical Contact With Anyone. No Joy. Â No Peace.
No Dog.
Just The Sound Of Silence…& The Etchings Of Tear Tracks On My Face & Â My đ Heart…
…Wait! Is That You TrikieLuv Singing & Barking To Me Within The Silence?
Yes, Mommy! Yes! Somebody PLEASE Go Get Mommy Some F*ing Glitter Chalk So She Can Make An F*ing Body Chalk Outline Around Herself…Mommy Didnât I Teach & Show You Better Than That??We Are HELDEN! Donât Give Up Mommy! I Miss You Too!! Go Get Your Tattoo Of Me And/Or My Pawprint On Your Heart Mommy!  Dye Your Hair Blue Again Mommy! Blue Like Me & My Daddy âThe Blue Dogâ!  Legally Change Your Name To Simply HELDEN Mommy! Join A Dog Club Mommy Even Without A Dog!  Network Mommy! Talk To The Dog Trainer About Helping You To Find A Service Dog!  Talk  To The Doctor Mommy Cause You Need A Service Dog!  Learn Some German Dog Commands Mommy! You Trained My Daddy âThe Blue Dogâ In Japanese!  How Cool Was That! Mommy?…You Will Love Again… It Will Be Epic Mommy!…I Want You To Try Again Mommy…Like I Did My Whole ENTIRE Life Born With Only 3 Legs…Like You Did With Me…Itâs A Journey Mommy…Mommy Thereâs A Dog And/Or Puppy Out There That Needs You Just As Much You Need Them…I Saw What Was Going Through Your Mind & Heart When I Crumpled In Your Arms For The Last Time…Awww Mommy Iâm A Trailblazer…Always Have Been Always Will Be…Love Me For Who/What I Am…Let Me Be What Iâm Going To Be…Thatâs What True Love Is & Itâs What We Shared Together.  Always & Forever & Ever.  Iâm Glad You Had âThe Itâs Okay To Go Talkâ With Me On The Last Morning That I Spent With You.  That Was Very Brave Mommy. Well Baby Girl Mommyâs Not Feeling Very Brave Right Now…
Remember Our Promise To Each Other Mommy…âMirror Mirror On The Wall, I Will Always Get Up After I Fall. Â And Whether I Run, Walk, Or Crawl (Or Hop On 3 Legs Vs Limping On 4), Iâll Set My Goals And Achieve Them All.â
Mommy, Maybe It Would Help If You Told A Funny Story…I Know…The Hooker Story…No TrikieLuv, You Tell That Story…Okay Mommy…So Mommy Is Going To School For Massage Therapy (500 Hours In CA). That Means That Mondays, Wednesdays & Fridays I, Princess Trikie, Get To Go To Work With My Daddy Kevin. Â Kevin Is A Journey Level Carpenter & Has Done Mostly High-End Very Skilled Labor On Very Exclusive Homes/Buildings. Â I Stay In The Truck To Guard It & The Tools. Â Kev Parks Us In The Shade In The Forest Around Pebble Beach. Â Itâs Nice & Cool! Thereâs All Sorts Of Squirrels & Bunnies To Watch. I Can See The Ocean & The Seals Too! Â Kev Walks Me Every Single Break (Mornings & Afternoons) & At Lunchtime Too! Â After Work, We Go To The Beach! I LoveLoveLove The Water! I Am His Queen & He My Adoring Prince. Â And Mommy Tell Daddy To Stop Crying At The Seafood Counter In The Grocery Store…Itâs Okay To Enjoy (S)Lobster & Shrimp Without Me There…Anyway, Back To The Hooker Story…So Mommy Has Practical Hands-On Homework Assignments Every Week In Addition To All The Other Classroom Work…This One Week Her Assignment Is To Do A Special Needs Massage…Guess Who Gets Picked To Be The Special Needs Recipient? Me! Me! Me! Mommy Does The Massage, Fills Out All The Paperwork & Turns In Her Homework. Â The Teacher (One Of The Most Awesome People Ever) Is Looking Over Mommyâs Homework & Is Wondering To Herself âTrikieLuv?Is This A Hooker Name?â âMissing Right Front Appendage From Birth?â Well, Mommy Had To Explain To The Teacher That With A Name Like TrikieLuv I Wasnât A Hooker But A K9! Mommyâs Special K9! Â Teacher Got A Good Laugh Out Of That One & Mommy Got Credit For Her Homework Too! And I Got A Massage! Mommy Did Reach Her Goal Of Completing Her 500 School Hours, Passed The MBLEX & The CA Licensing Board Requirements.
Okay, Now You Tell A Story Mommy…The Bathroom Hog Story…Oh, I Almost Forgot About That Story Baby Girl…We Lived Fully Didnât We Baby Girl? Â Yes We Did Mommy! Â Okay Folks, Now About That Bathroom Hog…
Water Is Precious In CA.  Years Of Drought, Low Rainfall, & Devastating Wild Fires Have Taken Their Costly Toll.  Now Every Family Has Their Bathroom Hog.  âHey What Are You Doing In There…?â  âHey I Was Going To Shower Today!â  We Had The Luxury Of A Huge Bathroom With A 4â Long Bathtub.  I As Mommy, Being The Supreme Ruler (Or So I Thought!) Really Relished The Therapeutic Soak In The Tub A Couple Of Times A Week.  Mostly Itâs Showers: Wet The Body, Turn Water Off, Soap Up, Turn Water Back On, Rinse Off, Done! Even The Thought Of Relaxing In Thick Bubbly Suds Of Hot Water, Red Wine & Candle Light Is Enough To Soothe The Mommy After A Hot, Dusty, Dirty, Labor-Intensive Day On The Property. We Worked Hard Too. Not A lot Of Luxuries: No TV, No Internet, No Phone & No Car.  Books Yes! Jigsaw Puzzles Galore! A Few Movies Sure! Plenty Of Dog Training Yes!  Dogs Training The Mommy To Spoil Them ROTTEN – Even More Time For That!! As Supreme Ruler Of The Household (Hahaha), I, As The Mommy,  Am Filling Up The Bathtub, Adding Bubble Bath To The Water, Lighting Candles & Pouring A Glass Of Red Wine To Sip, Soak & Relax In The Tub. The Tub Is Deep, The Water Comfortably Hot, My Bathmat Is Plushy & My Towels Are Soft, Thick & Thirsty. Everything Is In Readiness For Supreme Ruler To Relax In The Tub…Now Unbeknownst To The Supreme Ruler, Someone Has Sneaked Into The Bathroom & Is Lurking In The Separate Shower Stall. Hiding. Waiting.  The Lurker Makes Her Move When The Coast Is Clear. The Candles Are Flickering & The Lights Are Low. Supreme Ruler Hears Wild Splashing & Yips, Singing & Squeals Of Delight Coming From The Bathroom…From The Tub…Emerging From The Depths Of The Bubble-Covered Water Like Nessie From Loch Ness Is The REAL Supreme Ruler: TrikieLuv.  âSplish  Splash I Was Taking A Bathâ…Does The Usurper Reliquish The Tub: No A Resounding NO!!  Well, This Taking Over Of The Bathtub Before The Mommy Even Got In It Became A Regular Thing.  Many Times We Shared The Tub Soak Before Our Nightly Movie & Popcorn Bed-In. Yes Mommy, That Was Very Dog Of You To Just Let It Be!  You Did A Good Job Of âBe More Dogâ. For A Natural Born Tripawd,  TrikieLuv Was An Excellent Strong Swimmer.  Iâm Glad You Loved The Water Baby Girl.  Me Too Mommy! You Were Such A Sneak Little Girl… I Know Mommy! I Will Be Such A Hard Act To Follow Mommy…I Know My Lovely Girl…
Hey, Somebody Out There Needs To Kick Mommyâs Booty And/Or Scrape Her Up Off The Pavement If Sheâs Down…Pick Yourself Up Mommy…Be More Dog Mommy…
Mommy… Play The New Song..Not The Sad One…Play The Happy One… Turn It Up Real Loud At 0:55 Mommy…
Okay My Baby…
Be The Lyrics Mommy…Survive & Stand Another Day Mommy… RIDE ON Mommy…I Swear On My 3 Legs That Your Heart Will Mend Mommy…Be Our Hero Mommy…